Ennui

The school vacation had started. Its only been 3 days, I'd aready feel the boredom climbing up my spine, it somehow forces you to reflect on what's happened and what you want to do in the future... Since young, I dream of becoming an astronaut or even a doctor. Afterall dream is dream, as you grow older, you'll realise it's very difficult to get what you want. It's not impossible to realise your dream, but you must have what it takes which many people failed. You'll also wonder, 'why I don't have what people have...'. When you have nothing to do, you'll think of all these nonsense...how saddening