Miscommunication?

Communication skills is not something you can learn overnight, its a combination of the spoken language and body language... An inappropriate gesture or signal can send the other party a very wrong information. When a on going conversion comes to a halt or the regarded person shows little concern, its either you change the topic to end the agony or try to infuse something to bring back the attention.

There are certain things or remark that can only be told to a closer friend, someone who understands your gesture, who knows that you not serious. If a remark is made to a not so close friend, that person might misinterpret it.

Selflessness

I am always envious about people's selflessness, but really, do selflessness exist? In most extend it does not apply. Perhaps, the way I was brought up, I never believe in selflessness, everyone is selfish they think of themselves first, even if there's a fair among of selflessness, there'll be a portion of it that is directed to the self. Example of it, if a person helps another person, he or she wanted in return is the praise and acknowledgment of that person that was helped or even the people around that. This is my take on it, I could be wrong, I am not even certain, perhaps I needed something to make me believe in it...

A taste of defeat?

Its been a while since my last post, and I had been lazy to write out my thoughts or in this case type. Its not like I have a lot of visitors, and hardly any of my friends know that I have a blog, my classmates do, but I doubt they'll read. So I just puke whatever I want about them, maybe not all of them but this particular girl that gets to my nerve. I am sure her boyfriend learnt that I hated her, she always exudes this feeling that I am incapable of accomplishing things, maybe not me but in general. Come man! no one is perfect! If you give people shit, what you get in return is shit.

I doubt myself a lot but for a very long time, I've forgotten how it feels like to be a loser. It struck me when I sat through a 6 hours long practical test, at the end of it everyone managed to somehow complete the test while I only finished 1 out of the 5 pages given. The worst part of it is, me allowing myself to not complete the test, it is not impossible to do, but I let it slipped right through...