Paranoia?

Things are getting rough now, school, projects, assignments, peer pressure...

As you grow older, you have more responsibility and more of it means more stress. When you're feeling stressed, you get trapped in the small world of yours, you'll think that everyone is so smart and good at what their doing and you'll feel depressed.

I always try to keep myself happy, when anything happens I'll try to forget it the next day... Why is everyone doing so hard? Maybe it is what it means to survive in this sociality. In turn, people may think that I'm shallow and not approachable...

Well, we have choices, I just choose not to affect the people around me...