Sometimes again...

Sometimes, when you are doing things, while most of the people think you are doing the right thing, there'll always be one or two person shaking their heads or trying to find faults in you, to sobotage you and to mock you. There'll be a few times where they'll do it successfully, to pull you down from the high. Really, if you didn't think through things thoroughly, you'll make a fool of yourself...

First thing

Everything feels so different this semester, meeting to so many people last school holiday, I feel weird having to say "hi" every now and then...

Dawn of a new semester

In just less than eight hours, a new semester will commence, guess what? The first lesson is the dreadful maths. Tell you the truth, this sem... It's gonna be a boring one for me, there's not really any modules that I'm particularly interested with besides Japanese Language 2.

Many things had changed, I wonder...
I'm damn nervous now, and little excited at the same time, I'm looking forward to it!

How it should be?

Spending a lot of time with your friends may proved yourself wrong of what you think you would be, or at lease to what you don't wished to be. They may make you think that you were important, but the actions they do tells you otherwise. Maybe it's yourself, the actions you do or the things you said made them do the otherwise, but they do bring joy sometimes.

It's confusing to think, the more you think, the more it contradicts. This is the conclusion that I got after four days of chalet with some old friends. The four days stay reminded me of something, "Am I a changed person? Or am I the old me?"...

THE PHANTOM OF THE OPERA

"Good day! Madame and Monsieur! Welcome to the Opera Populaire! Let me present to you, THE PHANTOM OF THE OPERA!"

After 10 long years the PHANTOM is back in town again! With bigger sets and cast. There's only one word to descript the experience,

Breathtaking!

It's wow-ing to see the chandelier crashing on the stage, and there were sparks and fire gusting out from the stage as well. If you are watching the stage version for the very first time, you'll be astoned by the lightings, moving sets and the special effects they used, the depth of the stage and the moving sets makes it dynamic and really interesting to watch. The costumes were great, colourful and the sets were gigantic. I'm mesmerised by it! I was charmed by the music, and everything just went really well with it. It's an experience that I'll never forget!

The very first here...

This is the very first thing that I post here...

eh...

EMPTYYYYYYY

April fifth!

April 5th was the day, the day where it came to an end. After 3 weeks of immerse planning and 4 days of labour, the School of Information Technology Freshmen Orientation '07/'08 ended with a success! You'll not know how much you've learnt until the very last day. This is the time where you'll really know what “give and take” is, and also fulfilling your obligations as an Orientation Group leader, there's many thing that you have to abide to as an OGL, you'll have to give up many things like time, and some of your bad "behaviours". You'll have to come out of your comfort zone be a role model for the freshmen to see, and it takes tons of courage to bond them together, you've to make your stance for something that you think its right and fighting for it.

2nd – 5th of April, its where the real actions is, it is also the time that you'll learn most, and its also where new bridges are made. Together with 3 other OGLs, we were appointed to class of MI0705. They were so dead on the first day, I guess everyone was just shy, as the day pass they become bonded, they even make fun of us OGLs. After the grand finale, they had their very first class outing and that’s where their story begins. Besides MI07o5, I was also appointed to another group, the dancer group, they are individuals form various IT diplomas. They were to perform on stage on the grand finale. This is a bunch of crazy kids, they are talkative and obnoxious. With another 3 OGLs, we taught them the moves, and they just move on with it. They are really good at it! I was really nervous when they were on stage, but they just pull through!

The bunch of CRAZY "money" kids("money" came from the song "show me your money" which they have to dance to)

Through out the 3 weeks of planning, these thoughts came to me, “why wasn’t I chosen to be the one to lead the OGLs? Do the ICs have what it takes to lead us? Why wasn’t I given an important post? And why I give up the chance of being an IC?” I wanted to give up halfway through, but to think about it, actually I didn't do much for people to notice me and then I remember this quote,

“Good leadership means being able to lead, follow and listen”.

Maybe my time was not here yet, if I can’t even follow a simple instruction, how can I lead people? I am glad that I was not chosen, as it comes a greater responsibility that I may not know how to handle yet.

On the last diploma debrief, the seniors give us a piece of advice or encouragement. Coincidently, the encouragement was the same as the above quote. They can’t be that observant, can they? Or was my craving too visible?

The piece of encouragement

Its April...

APRIL

FOOLS!!!

Zombie!

Well, while I was staying overnight at school I had a foresight, that next day, there'll be zombies walking at the atrium. Then suddently the props we made turn into real ones and the people that didn't turn zombie took all the "weapons" to blast all the zombies! Then on the same night I had a dream and in that dream I saw a pile of meat dancing... these really happened eventhough the night is not over yet...

Tttttiiiiirrrrreeeeeddddd!

Being an OGL is just so fucking...

EXHAUSTING

FUCK EVERYBODY!!!!

Hot...

Note: Please read this post first

The weather was blazing hot, I had nothing to do, I was laying down on my bed and I fell asleep. Strangly when I woke up I was at another place, a long corridor, it was dark and creepy, everywhere's stained! I saw people! I run foward, there were nurses, I stopped suddently, the nurses have deformed figure and face, they were not moving, I got scared and I turn and run back the way I came! As I run my leg got heavier and I was on the ground and couldn't move, I fainted. When I woke up, I was laying on the corridor outside my house... Was it a dream or what?

Before happy there is...

While I was on my way to school today, something just came into my mind, "What brings happiness?". I sorta think it through, and this conclusion came to me. That is, in order to have or feel happiness, you first have to go through sadness. You must first know what's sad to feel what's happy. I guess that's also what we first learnt when we are being brought to this world.

When you are in "them"

You may think or hope that you are the one that is shinning or getting the attention form the surrounding people, you may be wrong, because, when you move to a larger group, there'll definately bound to have people with personality that is over yours. You may try to out do them, but you may just turn out to be a nuisance...

Busy will make you...

If you've been thinking alot of irrelevant things lately, it's best to occupy yourself with loads of work, especially for those that plan to "rot" at home this school holiday.

Find yourself something to do, like me, I've been working really hard on the up coming freshmen orientation in school, I am really thrill to be part of this whole thing and from it I will get to know more people form other courses. I can't wait for the actual event to start!

Avril is back!

Well most of you probably know, Avril Lavigne third album hits store this April! Here's "Girlfriend" form her new album "The Best Damn Thing":

Scooby-doo, where are you?!

Scooby-doo where are you? Do you know why everyone loves Scooby-doo so much? Or was it only me? For my reason, cos’ it’s a dog, it can talk and it’s funny. Well, these are only a small part. More importantly, it’s the friendship of the gang that makes me stick to this show so much. I remember when I was younger, every Saturday, I’ll just sat in front of the TV and anticipate the show, even though I know its repeated, but still, I’ll watch it as though the series’ never gonna end.

In reality, will friendships last forever? Maybe yes or not it depends on the understanding between each other. When crisis raises there are certain things that you thought you could mend it, you’ll only make it worst. Maybe you didn’t do anything wrong and no one blames you for it. But you’ll still feel bad about it and you’ll know how suck a friend you are or as an individual…

When emptiness fills...

Feelings can be suppessed,
Likes can be abandon,
Love can be hidden,
Enviousness is what that eats you up,
it'll fills you with nothing but emptiness.

Your life will suck up if you feels that...

30 Seconds To Mars - To Kill

Check out this not-very-known band, 30 Seconds To Mars... I personally think they'r pretty good though. If anyone know who's Jared Leto...his the lead singer...

Look at these

I thought our english are bad...but look at these, they are worst...
The "powerful"-ness of direct translation"...did I mention that the above pictures are taken form a Japanese website? Click here to see more pictures...